
Today is officially my last day and I feel....accomplished and at peace. This experience has been a whirlwind and I truly hate to see my internship come to an end but I have realized more than anything, that this internship will only be a stepping stone and push closer to my dreams. As my experience comes to a close, I would like to reflect on what has occurred and what I have gained from this experience.
Evaluations
I had two final evaluations done and a final meeting with both of my bosses. During our meeting I presented two proposals, program offerings and seminars that can be used for student athletes. I have to say that I was extremely proud and confident in what I had to offer and present. They were impressed and ecstatic about the work I had done and the opportunity of having particular programs at SEU. After getting past my proposals, we started to chat about my experience. As the conversation continued, I realized how much I had changed over the summer and realized that Division I athletics just might not be for me. I enjoyed working at a DII, the close relationships I made (shocking), and the numerous hats that I was able to wear. There's less red tape in DII's and enhancing your experience in numerous departments is encouraged and expected. I never thought I would say such a thing since my background is deep in DI. That's not to say that I wouldn't work for a DI but I really enjoyed the DII way of athletics.
My boss also began to ask me where I wanted to start my career. Before this internship, I always said advising would be my first career choice but now I can see myself venturing off into student services, compliance, and life skills just as long as I am still around students. These new notions have me a little uneasy, excited, nervous, and wandering about the future more than ever. As my bosses listened, they piped in with suggestions, playing the game of athletics, when to start applying for jobs(January 1, oh God)and keeping in touch with them. The job process is a little nuts, my conferences will be different to attend and it's going to be lonely since I'm the lone athletic kiddo in the cohort but I'll do what I got to do and pray that I have something in the works by May 21st. I appreciated all of their suggestions and was overwhelmed with all of the good things they said about me and how they felt like I was a full-time employee. Both bosses mentioned that they would hire me on the spot if the chance occurs in the future. Overall the meeting was a success but I have not read my evals since I'm weird about that. Now it's time to update the resume. I'll get around to it:)
Orientation
This past weekend, while sick with acute sinusitis for the 3rd time this summer (somethings up),I participated in athletics orientation for men and women's soccer and volleyball. It was so exciting to see student athletes. I actually missed hearing the chatter and sport talk. I was able to present on compliance and academics and felt that my public speaking is becoming a strength, as long as I'm prepared. Furthermore, I felt so much apart of the team and was slightly embarrassed by the nice things they said about me as they presented the staff. I really am going to miss the staff more than anything and am glad they accepted me into their fold. The students seemed to listen to what I had to say since my parts focused on eligibility to play bylaws. Bylaw 14 is my friend and a hot interview question/concept I have to grasp. I think I know it like the back of my hand.
Staff Retreat
The past week, the entire department had an on campus retreat, which I went to even though I won't be here in the Fall. I really enjoyed the retreat and was tickled by the student affairs/therapy ice breakers (cough cough, balloon toss in the air game). I got to see a different light of the numerous staff members and loved how competitive simple things got. Another highlight from this retreat and my experience as a whole is that I truly fit into the athletics lifestyle. We're a weird group of people, who compare our Asics, Nike shorts and water bottles while chatting about our workouts. We live, eat, breathe, sleep, and talk about sports and that's the way I like it. I'm a sport nut but at least I'm aware of this and will make it into a career I love.
Projects Done
All my projects are done, hallelujah. I just wanted to give myself a pat on the back for that.
Little tidbits
-I have realized that I can take care of a dog. As my days in austin are almost up, I'm staying with one of my besties to give her my undivided attention, including her yorkie poo Chewy. He's adorable. I take him for walks and even let him sleep at my feet. Times are changing. Is hell freezing over?
-Grad school is almost here. I'm doing a little better about grad school after hearing from some grad school sister in laws(Ryann and Alicia). My motivation is a little up but not quite, actually lets be honest(uh oh, wheel chair Jimmy), I still have no motivation yet. I'll be better around them though.
-I sort of wish I would have taken a mini vacation of some sort this summer but then I would have freaked out with time on my hands. I think if I was refreshed, I would feel better about school but I feel ragged at the moment. Plus being sick doesn't help.
-Staff end of the year party is friday. I have no clue if I will make it. I'm exhausted. Accomplished but exhausted:(
-Why do I have to drive back to Baton Rouge? Ugh.
-Adios to: TEXAS (We're Texas, what starts here changes the world-The late Walter Conkite~ fellow Texas Ex), Longhorn football (thank god we have a strong alumni in BR and have events already set for our championship year), six lane interstates, chuy's, Mopac, right turned lanes, juan in a million, barton springs, the tower, bats, drag rats, zilker park, Snow Beach,24hour fitness,Taco C, my lovely sisters, friends, ANSC, HEB(I'm about to cry), MY FAMILY, SEU, :(:(
-How will I survive without HEB?
-I have the sweetest bosses ever and AA. They gave me such a nice going a way gift. I wasn't expecting anything and am so appreciative. AWWWWWWWWW Shucks, I got all teary eyed.
~I'll start updating my other blog in the fall. This one is officially done. So shall it be written, so shall it be done.